Chapter 2

On and on and on. I’ve been getting some signals. Then I heard a door opening. It was someone. That I used to know. Eren, Eren Yeager. He became best friends with me. But it feels like he will be a good friend to me. Eren and I met when we were little. Eren used to be quiet at class. But we are getting along.

But, even Eren has come to shine a bit of light. He even spread darkness a little bit. This is about you, Eren. But please note, it’s not because of you that I killed my self. You need to know, about this. You saw me left alone. You came to me. Not at that day. When we were at cooking class, you cook a piece of cake that you’ve been promising me to eat. This is not only about a cake. This show’s you that you’re being loyal to me, instead you broke your promise to me.

People been talking about me every time. But, Eren always keep me buried. I’m very lucky to have a friend like you Eren. You know what make you special, you’re not like other people who always taunt, laugh about me, and all that stuff. Eren, I hope you understand. Why did I left your life or everybody’s life? Once again, it’s not because of you.

I have been a customer at Ralph’s for nearly 1 week. And, all I see was a nice, quiet place, and peaceful place. I usually go there by myself. I order my regular drink, regular food, and regular desert. A Choco Fiesta Milkshake, with Snowing Cheese Chicken, and Ralph’s special Crème Brulee.

There was someone who works in Ralph’s. Her name was Dee. I call her Dee because she looks like my cousin. Dee helps me everything. She helps me with my problems at school, math homework, or some advice. She was my “Mother Theresa”. But, I feel sorry for Dee. That I chose the wrong way to this what I did. I felt a little guilt for leaving Dee. But, Dee I hope you forgive me about what I have did.

Big Toby came at Ralph’s today. He looks so terrified. Then he saw me. He running straight to me. Then, he sat next to me. He said “I’m sorry what I did to you, I know what I did was wrong. The problem is I am very sensitive, but sometimes I can be very humble. But Kev, Please forgive me?” I said yes. Then he flee. He didn’t even take a sip of drink, or a scoop of dessert. That makes me wondering, what happen to him and how did he find me at Ralph’s

When going home from Ralph’s, I merged in to the freeway. But near the Great Lake Drive exit, there was huge traffic. I was stuck in the traffic until 30 minutes. Then I heard the radio. “There has been a crash in the Pascoe Freeway involving an 18 Year old student. Whoever know the victim, please call the police right now.” My feeling was telling it was Big Toby. So I merged to the right lane which was blocked by the accident. My feeling was right. The car that drove in to Ralph’s was the same car smashed on the right side of the Pascoe freeway. I parked my car near the crash and told police that I may know the victim. It was right. Big Toby’s face was smashed, brutally beaten by the impact, causing him to die instantly. I suddenly broke down. Remembering that his last moment was with me at Ralph’s. I was interrogated by the police. About what was he doing here? But the strange thing was, how did he find me at Ralph’s and just to go there and say sorry? Or he decided to speed up the freeway and the decided to crash the barrier to end his life? I’m just so curious why? The police said there will be an investigation into the crash. Tomorrow will be a memorial ceremony in the memoriam of Big Toby at school. I just got the text from Eren.